no way!

dh nk balik sekolah dh...
tp my module x complete lagi la...
mcm mne nk siap...
byk sgt dugaan yg melanda ney...
dgn citer2 bes kat tv... on9 lagi...
well3.... i think i'm dead by da end of da day...
bukak2 sekolah ney... im sure..!!! rilli2 sure..!!!
akn dpt la result trial hari tu....
agk2 cmne ek...??? ok ke x...??
hopefully sume ok la...
especially 4 chemy and physics...
da rest i'm not dat worried...
ape lagi ek...???
tiket bas utk raye xbeli lg...
camne nk balik...??????
huhuhuhuhu....
tiket transnasional dh abis dh pun...
isnin ney... aku bukak puase kat sekolah la...
xbestnye...!!!
nk bukak puase with my family...
tapi nk wat camne...
xpe la...
best gak kn bukak puase dgn frenz...
it must be fun..!!
i'm out of idea...
dunnno what i'm doin..
feel like a jerk...
n i hate that...

Last Minute..!!!

acting stupid through the night
i am a victim of the light
we get along so why cant they
having fun oh everyday
we hit the road to where we flow
turn up the music till it blows
stay up late for one more show
playing till we hit the floor
this is how it goes!

FREE TO SEE
FREE TO BE WHAT I BELIEVE
AMBITIONING IS JUST SOMETHING I DON'T NEED
AND ITS UP TO ME! UP TO ME! TO BE THE ME
IN THIS LAST CALL OUT FOR HELP!!
SO…….
send the parents out of town
chuck a big party just for fun
play our songs for everyone
just don't care if there all gone
conversation out off hand
when old folks don't understand
this not the 80..S !!
nothing..s gonna CHANGE US!!
if i carry on this way
will you get the picture
to the life i wanna lead
not for TRAGEDY !!
this is how it goes!

I SWEAR
ITS NOT THE ANSWER
I... LL NEVER GET IT BUT I WILL TRY
AND I KNOW
I..LL NEVER GET BY
TO ANOTHER WAY OF LIFE
AND THIS IS ONE THING I WONT DENY!!!!!!

aku dah pulang..!!!

akhirnya....
dpt gak aku update benda ney..
mcm2 benda jd kt sekolah....
so, hari ney aku nk citer pasal ape yg jd kat sekolah la....
TRIAl..!!!!!
mcm nk giler aku jwb trial hari tu...
soalan dy ek...???
soalan selaras SBP...
nasib baik dpt skop...
mmg bley caye la skop tu...
bg org2 yg mcm aku, yg study last2 minute ney... skop tu mmg sgt2 berguna...
thx ek kpd penyumbang2 skop kt luar sana...
mula2 sekali... paper sejarah....
bley la tahan... result pun dh dpt dh...
x mengecewakan tp kalo bley nk dpt lg bagus la...
then, paper BM....
aku mmg cukup konpius dkt doalan yg bina ayat tu...
simpang-perenang...
ape tu..???
sebelum ney aku mmg xpernah tau pun...
rupa-rupanya maksudnya haru-biru..
konklusinya kat sini...
BM BUKAN MUDAH...!!
paper BI... bley la...
paper agama....
not bad... dpt dh pun result...
ok la gak...
add math..!!! paper 1 ok dh...
tp bile masuk paper 2.... Ya Allah...!!!!!
ape yg aku jwb pun xtau la...
bg org mcm aku....
soalan tu mmg susah..!!!
aku ney bukan la genius...
biase2 aje...
maths.. ok la...
bio.... paper 3 dy....
aku pening2 sikit la..
tp biar la...
fizik... yg ney paling aku benci...
tyme jwb paper ney aku demam...
tuhan je yg tau perasaan aku tyme tu...
mmg seksa+sengsara+stresss n hasilnya = ????
tunggu dan lihat... hehehe...
chemy... aku byk wat careless...
dh la aku mmg cukup xminat subjek ney...
xtau la pasal ape....
habis2 trial je.. cikgu2 buat program perfect score plak...
hari rabu pagi tu chemy...
group aku...

siti noor masitah (k)
fatimah
alif
hady
adam
aku la...

kemudian fizik plak...

syed dzaffer (k)
nasri
humairah
aku
sape lg ek..???
xingat... hehehe...

nex day... add math....

aku (k)
fatimah
ungku athirah
izham
syameer
ibrahim

n last sekali bio...
buddy aku tiqah dasiman...
hehehe....
then hari jumaat bley balik umah.. hehe...
tu je la proses yg berlaku sebelum aku pulang...!!!!

pasal aku...

trial dh dekat dh.... tp aku..???
ape pun xwat lagi....
kerja duk membuang masa je....
ish3... bile nk insaf agaknye...
result mid year exam hari tu pun x bape elok sgt...
ade 1 C....!!!!!!
chemy plak tu....
Ya Allah... betapa aku xminat subjek chemy...
aku xtau la...
aku try nk suke kt chemy tu...
tp bile tgk cover buku tu pun dh rase meluat giler...
better aku bace bio...
aku suke giler bio...!!!
xtau la apesal.. tp aku mmg minat la kat bio ney...
bes tau bace bio... maybe sbb cikgu yg ajar dy bes...
Datin Noridah.... cikgu bio fav aku...
subjek2 lain bley la... tp ade 1 lg subjek yg aku xbape berkenan la...
Physics..!!! bab form 4 ok la... tp bile masuk bab form 5...
aku pun xtau ape aku belajar... pasal elektrik2 tu... eeeee... xske2...!!
esok dh nk balik sekolah.... tp hw aku berlonggok lg yg xsiap...
mlm ney terpaksa la aku bersengkang mata nk wat...
esk awl2 pagi dh nk kne gi stesen bas dh...
5 jam perjalanan aku habiskan dgn tido.. tido... tido...
well3.... that's life.. xpe2... few months left b4 spm....
pape pun hidup kena enjoy..!! live live to the fullest..
study, study gak... tp kena la gak menikmati hidup ney... n yg paling penting bunkface no 1..!!!!!

My life would suck without you..

Guess this means you're sorry
You're standing at my door
Guess this means you take back
All you said before
Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
Said you'd never come back
But here you are again

Because we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
Yeah you got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you


Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for trying to pick a fight
I know that I've got issues
But you're pretty messed up too
Either way I found out
I'm nothing without you


Being with you is so dysfunctional
I really shouldn't miss you
But I can't let you go

Fine...

this is my favourite song..!!!!
bes tau....
tp ape yg membuatkan lagu ney lagi bes ialah :
penyanyi dy la..
BUNKFACE.....!!!!!!!!


Why is it every time I try?
It always comes back as a lie
I could believe in the words that you say to me
But lately I think I won’t agree
What makes the world go by?
If you cannot crush my life
What holds you up so high?
When you want it all the time

Coz we will be fine
In matter of time
Subject to my mind
As were crossing the line
Directions to see
Perfection to be
A pain of a kind
Always crashing on me
Suffercate, time, matter I’ll be fine today

And the days they go on and on
As all the time I’m all alone
It never pays me to say that I’m not ok
But you still have time to make fun of me
What makes the world go by?
If u cannot crush my life
What holds you up so high?
When you want it all the time


And I don’t believe
In time we will see
A pain of a kind always crashing on me
Suffercate, time, matter I’ll be fine
Today..........

Terlanjur cinta...

lagu ney sweet kn...
aku suke lagu ney....
siap jd caller ringtone lagi...


waktu bergulir lambat
merantai langkah perjalanan kita
berjuta cerita terukir dalam
menjadi sebuah dilema
mengertikah engkau
perasaanku tak terhapuskan

malam menangis
titis embun membasahi mata hatiku
mencuba bertahan di atas puing-puing
cinta yang telah rapuh

apa yang ku genggam
tak mudah untuk aku lepaskan

aku terlanjur cinta kepadamu
dan telah kuberikan seluruh hatiku
tapi mengapa baru kini kau pertanyakan cintaku

aku pun tak mengerti yang terjadi
apa salah dan kurang ku padamu
kini terlambat sudah untuk dipersalahkan
kerna sekali cinta, aku tetap cinta

mencuba bertahan di atas puing-puing
cinta yang telah rapuh

apa yang ku genggam
tak mudah untuk aku lepaskan